Supper club with weiting. Due to supper was really damn boring, both of us were thinking if we should club hop to butter factory or phuture. Ended up, we went to phuture instead. Saw weiting friends and join them together in the queue.

Phuture was mad pack last night. I could hardly move around in fact everyone in the dance floor was pushing and stepping on each other feet. Party till 3AM and went wantosek to have supper and saw xiaxue and kaykay(: Finally i get to eat my all time fav dim sum!! ^^ & some guys from other table help us foot our bill, damn like wtf. -.- Home sweet home aftermath.

Ps: We could have taken more photos but my camera was in low batt..):


Reach home and something took place. Seriously, i hate to quarrel with you. Because of this, i'm feeling very mixed up right now): Had a bad dream and i woke up crying. Very lost right now, dont know what should i do next. Just hope that everything will go back to the way i want it or maybe i probably deserve it.

I've good news to share with everyone. My interview in lancome was a success and i'll be starting trainning next week. On the other hand, i hope i'll be able to work with darling in the same counter hahaha!

I've failed so many times before so why do I still dream?
Everything always crashes down and i'm not as happy as i seem

Why do I keep moving forward when i feel like there's nothing left?
Is there any point in keeping going or should i just save my breath? No matter how hard i try i am never able to win.

Therfore, i've got no other choice so i wake up to face another day and i'll continue going on even if there's nothing to say.

PS: Damn, i miss you so much till my mind is running wild.

Another week has passed. Recently i'm very lazy to blog about my daily life & stuffs. But i promise i'll be back with a proper post.

As usual, saturday night was spent @nana(:






Meeting iris, weiting & maybe jolene this coming week!! Wheeee~ And rebecca & cheryl please meet me soon too! Miss you girls ttm ):

I'm loving my current hair colour! It's so much better then my previous want, guess so? I've so many things to buy & do. And xmas is like coming soon? I want many many xmas present! Hurhur~

Craving for shaker fries naoooo :<

All along you're the one i wish for. Now that my wish has come true i don't know why i dont feel happy at all, not even a tiny weeny bit. I sat back and think for the whole night, what excatly i want. And finally i know what the answer :)

The last goodbye and yesterday will be the last time i will shed tears for you. Finally, everything has come to an end and i'm really able to let go. We can never get back together again, never. It's not about the mistake that you've made, is the problem lies with me this time round.

Once again, i'm back to my normal self & from today onwards will be a new start for me. Everything just start afresh.

Woke up today feeling really very screw up. It's like though everything suddenly came crushing down on me.

I'm really very exhausted. I wonder when all this will stop, one after another. This has been going on for months and yet i still have no idea when all these rubbish going to stop.
Therefore i choose to numb all my feelings.

Almost 4months since our last seperation and recently you're back. I don't know what you're thinking you just come and go as and when you like. I really did consider of giving you another 2nd chance even though i know that temper and attitude problem of yours wont changed! But still i believe everyone makes mistake and deserve another chance yet i don't know what is holding me back. I'm really afraid that everything will not be the same anymore. At times i really wish to let go and open myself to another relationship but i can't do it cus i know i still miss & love you. Someone told me before: "Once a relationship has been seperate for so long and even you're back together, everything will not be as strong as ever." I really totally agree with it yet i don't know why i'm still feeling very mixed up.

I though i'll be able to let go and start afresh since the day you left me. But i was wrong, you still linger in my mind and i can't able to shake you off. Probably everyone think that i've moved on long ago but honestly, i've not. I'm still stuck and clinging onto the past. All along, i may be looking strong but i'm suffering inside, nobody know what i'm going thru. Till the extend i've to touch those stuffs to make me forget everything sometimes. This feelings sucks, really. Well, it's still my choice afterall..

I know many of you will come talk some sense to me but please keep all the comments to yourself. I had enough of hearing already.

Currently watching 海派甜心 by Lou Zhi Xiang and Rainie Yang. Really great drama worth to watch :) Can't stop laughing! It's a MUST to watch!


December has arrive! Woohoo, my favourite month. Christmas is arriving soon, i wonder what are my plans for this year. How i wish i could spent xmas with the one i truly love.(think too much)

I find that my blog is getting more and more boring because every post is all about nightlife and more nightlife. (-_-) Damn sick & tired of it alr, wanna have a change of lifestyle.